I m so lost lost lost. My mind is in whirl. Cant tink straight at all. I m reali lost. Hah. No one can help. But myself. Tell the truth? Or to lie? Wat if.. telling the truth doesnt work? N end up me getting blasted n grounded for the rest of my life? Wat if.. my lie doesnt get thru? N end up being grounded?
Haiz.. I duno lah. If oni my family is alittle more normal.. That's all i ask for. Is tt too much? Arrgh. I m lyke living under Hitler Rule. Dad wans everyting to go his wae. Is lyke. Itz so hard to communicate. I haf seen other families. Wher parents n children communicate lyke frenz. they cld juz tok abt aneting under the sun. But mine? Arrgh! We cant even communicate properly at all. How great?!
Well. In future.. I wun do that to my kids. I wun try to take full control of their lives.Cuz i noe exactly how it feels. The feeling sux. To the core. =(
Well. I reali very upset. Juz tinking abt it. Makes me cry. *sobx* Gotta go. Hafta face the execution soon. I stillduno wat to do. =(
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